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Not bad, considering I've never read the book. I think I might give it a go. My cousins have been urging me to read them, but I'm not just a big fan of vampires and werewolves. Jacob's kinda hot, the "Twi-moms" practically squealed when he took off his shirt in a scene, but I'd still go for Edward, mysteriously handsome...

Oh, and I'm writing a book. And I will finish it this time! Now I have good resources, thanks to someone who have caused turmoil in my family that triggered my creativity streak. Who knows? She might even reach the acknowledgment page. I always thought I needed a villain. And thanks to you Earl, for listening, you'll be in it too, but of course, you're the good guy!

In less than 3 weeks I will be busy training at BMC, it sucks! But from all the days that I spent in the house doing nothing, it would be an improvement. I want to do well in my training since it will determine a lot for my future prospects. I have to choose a specialization so I need to do a lot of research. *sigh* I miss my college days when all I have to worry about is graduating.

I don't get mama for her keeping me near home all my life. I mean, she wants me to work abroad but she is so worried about me working in Manila! If I can't survive Manila, how will I survive working abroad?! After my training, I plan to work immediately, but as to where is still a question. Perhaps doors will open after my training.

Now I have to prepare for this feat because I know that if I don't I will be regretting it for the next months. I so want to start working already, but not in the nursing profession. But I know mama will kill me, so nursing profession it is. Urghh, I hate dictators.

Oh, and I have to setup the Christmas tree before the first Sunday of advent. It's a job I don't delegate to anyone else in the family. They suck at it, and I'm the only artist in the house.

Lightning struck my bro's computer modem, eliminating chances for me to post. I'm posting from my mom's laptop, and she did not like it when we use it. The days have been stormy  and I've been unproductive for a while. I still have 5 requirements to finish but the weather keeps me from doing them. I wish I could just sleep all day.

It's a really disturbing song by Dagtang Lason that has recently got over the Philippine airwaves. I don't like it one bit. It's suggesting that boys should rather love bakla (homosexual men) instead of girls, because they won't get hurt in having a relationship with them and even get rich! How thick is that! I have friends who are bakla or bading, and I get hurt for them because of this! They have had enough taunts and discrimination for them to hear something like this. There are many ways to be popular, and if you become popular by using other people's weakness then you don't deserve any of it. I may not be an angel, but I know how to respect people.

I almost forgot. Papa's been doing his carpenter work in it so I almost forgot we have one. Now that he is done, it's clearly visible. The TV's in the dining so it's not much of a big deal. Our zoning is so messed up. I'll try to move it back in the living room but, I would still have to convince them so. Our sofa's a nightmare, I want a new one!
I have so much to do!

I watched Ms. Bicolandia with my cousins and we had fun finding faults in the contestants. We were especially happy watching them answer questions. I was all for contestant no.5 winning but she mentioned "criseses" so I just switched to no.12 who answered so well. I'm glad she won. Last year I was furious when the contestant who was just "all beauty" won, she can't even answer decently.

I'm back to cleaning the house, I hate dust.

I did not get much things done. The more I'm into cleaning, the more things get impossible. I kept thinking where to put everything else after I'm through. And Papa's no help, he wants to keep most of the clutter. We have about 3 broken monitors, an old model office printer, a big TV, numerous clothes, outdated books, and boxes yet to be sorted. Papa's furniture projects keeps me depressed.

Your home is a reflection of yourself. I just want to burn mine to the ground.

I've decided to do "some" cleaning today. Well, looking back for the last two months, I've done nothing but sleep, eat, surf the net, and sleep some more. I'm going to attack the kitchen today. Papa dumped a lot of clutter in it lately. He did not favor the old plastic containers we have. I'm preparing the house for the Fiesta.

Mama threatened me that she'll hire help to clean our house. I'm not so comfortable with other people around. I'm beginning to think that I'm being avoidant and agoraphobic, I hate meeting people and going out of the house. I won't if I can help it. So now I'm trying to do the cleaning myself. I picked the kitchen since Papa is not yet finished with his projects in the living room. By the end of the day, I'll declare things that should go to the dump.

If you have time tomorrow, just drop by our place for your gift, It's not much but I hope you'll like it.